Kobrastyle

Somewhere over the rainbow

2009-05-04T20:58:00.004+08:00

This is just a simple entry dedicated to this amazing bunch.
Sometimes you are just touched beyond words on
what they do to show how valued and treasured you are.
Friends are abundant but true friends are like gems.
No wait, they are like the metal in Wolverine's bones.
Ultimantum or something.
Okay enough of the geek metaphors.
Well I just learned a very valuable lesson today.
That I should be as worthy as them.
I should really treasure them as much as they do to me.
I really wanna say that I love you guys
and I wanna say a very big thank you for making
my days more meaningful and full of surprises.

Anwar
Adam
Fizzy
Ayn
Ameer
Lufang
Ika
Syak
Linds
Samantha
Shera
HuiShan
Faiz
Harrie
Faizal
Ngiam

Hmm..

2008-11-21T13:33:00.005+08:00

Dear All,

It's been a long while since I have updated.
Its kinda sad that I no longer feel to do so.
I don't know why actually.
Is it because I no longer rant and found
other ways to calm myself?
Or is it just pointless to nowadays?
Everything around me have always been
filled with lots of despair and heartache,
Am I so immune to it now that I've became
so thick-skinned?

On a lighter note.
I miss my buddies,
Anwar, Adam, Ain (Strange, all with 'A's)
I really miss P.O.G
Especially the brothers

I will be back soon.

..

2008-10-12T22:40:00.001+08:00

Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you it's hurting me

: (

2008-09-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

So sorry,
You can totally put the blame on me.

It's a SATURDAY!

2008-08-23T12:44:00.004+08:00

I'm at work now,
So damn bored without Lufang around.
She has some case of diarrhea.
Get well soon (:

Well being here reminds me of the fish massacre incident.
I'll elaborate further.
Last 2 Saturdays ago,
4 Beautiful fighting fish was murdered brutally.
We placed them in small tanks at work on top
of the desk. 2 of the fishes were handpicked by me
and Lufang. So we were quite proud to have them
showcased at work.

The part that disgusts me the most,
Is that the MURDERER killed the fish
by cutting them up with scissors!!!!!!

I was further disgusted
by the person
who might have killed them.
HEARTLESS and INHUMAN.

You better own up you psycho.
I think I know who you are.
You can run but you can't hide
cause karma is gonna getcha good.

Aside to all that violence,
I have an event clash today.
There's Shikin's Kenduri & my cousin
back from Boy's home for today only
plus an outing with someone later.
----Which one should I go?

ARRRGGH
Still freakin pissed with
you FISH MURDERER!!

Blah Blah Boring Sunday..

2008-08-17T08:12:00.002+08:00

It's freakin 8 am now, on a Sunday.
I am heading off work soon
but before that,
I wanna write an entry (=
Today was Miggi's(my snow leopard cub)
first day venturing out of the house
and boy was she fierce!
She puffs up her long tail and walked around
leopard mode.
She even hissed on a passerby until a
big dude appeared which left her running
back into the gates.
It's the same thing like walking a dog every morning,
just that it doesn't need a leash and it
does not poop wherever it likes.
Right now, the snow leopard cub is sleeping beside me.
Can't wait for it to grow to a full leopard soon haha.
yea right

To dearest LUFANG,
don't worry you'll find someone new soon
but not HER.
Well at least not yet. ( ;

to a certain someone...
It seems with my new job
and your busy school life,
we have drifted way too far
from each other.
If this goes on,
I don't know whether it will last.

Work@Courts!

2008-08-14T23:09:00.005+08:00

Challenging yet simply fun.
It is my third week here in courts
and you guys have no idea how crazy
it is over here.
Seen the Courts Mega Raya Sale Commercial??
WE CREATED IT!
Seen the newspaper ads??
WE CREATED IT!
As much fun as it is,
Working with my big sister
is still the biggest challenge.
On top of that,
I am the youngest and the least experienced.
Nonetheless, I think I have stepped up to the game
and join this crazy fast-paced adventure.
The job looks glamorous on the outside.
The Marketing Department has quite some power
internally and externally but what you see inside
is totally the opposite.
We get down and super dirty on the floor and etc.
Oh my this is going to be those love/hate kinda job.

Aside to P.O.G
I love our usual picnic.
Besides, I strongly believe
It's the company that really matters.
BUT I can only join for Popeyes...

PamPam birthday is coming soon, I still have no
idea what to get for that kuku.

Here are some long awaited pictures:

Miggy (my kitten)
PamPam and SweeSwee my colleagues.
(My workplace is kinda women dominated
and the three of us are the only temporary staff)
-We were doing some funny faces.

Work and Kittens (don't sound good together huh?)

2008-07-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

Finally, I made it through the first week!
My job is pure hectic.
FAST-PACE job.
I do not know how long I can handle this.
Just now, kinda got scolded by Sis
cause I kinda screw up something.
Well, that's work.
You have to accept the scoldings
and the demands .
Most importantly, you must always
acknowledge your mistakes and
learn from them.
BY THE WAY,
Fashilah a.k.a Fayonce or ilah
has gotten a job in the office too!
She's in operations.
Just a few cubicles from me.
What a coincidence.
I'm gonna show her around on
her first day and accompany her.
There's this new friend I made at work.
She's not only hot but cute. :P
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Also, I have a kitten now.
I think it's half persian.
It's so damn irresistible.
It's SOOOOOOOO damn
mother__ cute.
I wanna eat it.
hah kiddin.
I'll post the kitty pics later.

I know, I have fishes
... and kittens
hahahahaha.
Should I get a bird?
hahahaha.

WHATA?

2008-07-20T00:50:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh
Even after I said NO
she deliberately put my name
for the job application.
I really do not want to work
with my sis.
Now I have to attend
an interview on Monday.
A Formal interview!!
Should I do badly on purpose?
If I did that, it'll give my sis
a bad name..
If I do well, I will most probably
get it.
Hais, even my mom is on her side.
I hate working in an environment
whereby any of my family members
are around.
It feels like there's a roadblock
in your social life at work.
How do I back out of this.
Marketing Assistant sounds good
though hehe.

What's next?

2008-07-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm back to square one.
I'm still looking for a job.
I'm so picky I know
but I don't care.
Anyways, my sister has
a job opening to be her
assistant.
She's a marketing executive
at courts and she needs
a very good
assistant who's fast and
self-motivated.
I really wanted to work for her
but I have a strict code
which is never to work with
any family members.
She only needs someone
who can work for 3 months.
Anybody interested?
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I've done,

Retail
Operation Line
Warehouse
Logistics
Admin
Network Marketing
Waitering
Flyer distribution
Events

What else is out there?
I really want to explore
all the other part-time
jobs out there
before NS.

That was quick.

2008-07-17T18:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I officially
started looking for part-time jobs
and I got a call today.
Ironically, its from MDIS.
I was offered to work as
a coordinator at Eunos office.
Well, the interview is tomorrow
at 3pm. Hope i got it
AND also I hope that
I could still keep my weekend job!
I would earn loads if I could keep both.
Now one problem,
to get there is one big hassle.
Let's just see whether I'm fated for this.

****Update****

I felt like I just got scammed.
Firstly, I was told that
I was going for an interview
for a coordinating job
but to be cheated into
an interview for VENTURE ERA
I WAS from Venture Era
and how desperate can they get
even to cheat people like this.
No wonder they got a bad name.
I think their business is not doing well.
They had to downgrade to Eunos??
From Raffles?
Hello people, isn't that a clear sign.
I have to admit they have a very good
business strategy and the
people there are amazing
but if their products were that good
and amazing, they could have been big
by now.
I am seriously very pissed at them.
How can they ever going to make it
if they are not truly professional in
what they are doing.
Cheating people into your interviews
ARE NOT PROFESSIONAL.

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I got myself a high fin loach
today and YES it's a fish.
Definitely not for consumption.

(:

why even bother.

2008-07-13T15:30:00.003+08:00

-settled-

The Golden Mile..

2008-07-08T13:27:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time,
Three warriors embarked on a journey.
A journey led by the leader Fizzy.
Fizzy had the greatest sense of direction
any man could possible have.
Accompanied by his two sidekicks,
Ayu bird, with powers of her laugh and shrieks,
that could kill off anyone instantly
and Effy the unstoppable appetite.
He could eat anything and everything,
except fragmented beans(tempeh)
Together they embarked to the
most dangerous journey to the
GOLDEN LANDMARK.

--------alright, back to reality.
Fiz decided to lead everyone towards
nowhere and everyone got lost.
Our MAIN objective to go to
Golden landmark
was just to sit and enjoy some aircon
as all of us were tired and sweating
like pigs.
Mr GOOD sense of direction led us to
some ulu area whereby there's
countless fruit stalls.
Anyways, after much persuasion
that his 'good' sense of direction
was failing him, he decided to listen to us.
So then we made our 3 hour journey walking
around beach road just to get to Golden Landmark.

We finally reached upon huge sliding doors
and was welcomed by a very catchy tune.
It's so catchy that it got stuck in our head
for the rest of the day.
That particular tune is one of those
very disco canton thai music.
Something like their dangdut.
And the three of us
were like dancing doing
the twist
and the makcik gelek.
So when we were in
Golden Landmark,
THERE WERE NO SEATS and
the aircon there WAS NOT STRONG
and had a very
weird scent.
So we left
Golden Landmark
with our head nodding at
a similar motion
to the disco sound in our head.
We then reached to another place called
Golden Mile Studios
and finally got a place to slack and have
a few drinks and enjoying the aircon.
Doesn't it sound ridiculous for a
bunch of idiots making a 3 hour journey
on foot to find a place whereby there's aircon
and a place to slack.(BLAME GLOBAL WARMING)
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Do you know that Teletubbies were actually
inspired by private parts?
hahhahaha.
This is something we discovered
eating nasi ayam penyet
while talking about gong-gong and siput lala.
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Lala loves Tinky Winky,
while Dipsy loves Po.
Ayu bird loves Lala.
(in case you don't know,
we're refering to the things on their
head that led to this amazing discovery)

Another day with those freaks.

2008-07-06T14:22:00.004+08:00

As usual, Saturday is ...
NASI AYAM PENYET day.

This time we had new company.
Ika brought her brother along.

Her brother is 23 but looks 17.

Anyways, me and Lufang ate

2 sets of Nasi Ayam penyet each

while the rest had one.

It's satisfaction guaranteed.

Ika brought us to her 'crib'

after that.

She rents a place near beach road.

We were then treated with a

beautiful display of fireworks

from the national day practice.

We can totally see them just at

her corridor.

Let's see whether next Saturday

can beat this.

Effy can't wait for the zoo trip!

Too much free time!

2008-07-04T15:32:00.005+08:00

Yes,
I have too much free time.
My daily routine is
wake up, eat
then straight to TV
or the computer.
Currently still looking
for a weekday job.
Working at Global at the
weekends is enough cash
but more is always good (:

I threw away one of my tanks.
The 3 feet tank was not used
for sometime and has been left
in the kitchen for quite a while.
The tank is damn heavy pure glass.
So I can't throw all the water out.
Leaving behind a lil bit of water.
I poured a little bit of soap
to prevent the mosquitoes from breeding.
Anyways, a week later
everyone in the house got mosquitoe bites.
ALMOST EVERYDAY.
I went to search for the source
and found it was my old tank.
THEY CAN EVEN BREED
with SOAP+detergent
water!!??
I saw those little things
wriggling about.
Cute but no way.
I had to throw the whole thing away.
Owner of the house says so.
So sad had to throw that lovely
piece of tank.

Planning to start
aggressive jogging tomorrow.
Goodbye fried calamaris :(

Special People.

2008-07-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

This special entry is to 3 of the people
I treasured the most,
Without them I would never see the world.
I was so anti-social last time way back in sec school.
I kinda had this phobia with crowds and such.
I hated interacting and I just couldn't fit in.
That was when I met ANWAR,
the first ever best friend/brother
I ever made.
firstly he's the funniest dude on earth.
Secondly, he's a very honest and genuine friend.
One in a million.
He kinda introduced me around and brought me
'into' the crowd in sec school.
Without him I would be lost I tell ya.
I can't forget the days we would all hang out.
And even go fishing and stuff.
We even had a fishing clan.
That was absolute hysterical.
I really hated the fact that
people treat him as a joke
all the time.
There are no words for me to express
on how grateful I am for you to still
watch my back
and then came along LESLIE
this dude is a maplestory freak!
he would come to my house almost
everyday to play maplestory.
We hung out so much that
he totally became like a part of the family.
We confided into each other all the time
when there's problems and such.
He even helped my fish out when
my electricity went out for about a week.
The sad thing is,
I lost contact with him.
There was one time this year,
I was at work when he called me.
I was so busy I told him to call me back.
I wish I had not done that.
Wherever you are bro,
I really wish you happiness and good health.
I know we're gonna hang out again one day.
hahaha
and last but not least,
MS BESTFRIEND
AYN
whom have always been there
to help me out
no matter what the problem is
Especially during the aftermath
of my o levels.
She was there and an absolute
help and a shoulder I needed.
I've yet to meet you since secondary school.
The reason is because I do not want to.
I feel that I'm not ready to meet you.
I want you to see me excel
and reach my goals.
Only then I would meet you
cause you are that one person,
I wouldn't wanna let down.
You are one of the few
who really thinks highly of me
and I really am grateful for everything
you've done
and I will keep my promise that
I would meet you again
once I'm really settled and ready.

I truly apologise if this whole
entry is cut up and unorganised.
I really could not express my
gratitude in words.

Anyways
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to KAK Yani!!
I hope you received my message.

WONG WEI XIONG
I bumped into you on the lift
that day.
It's been a long time dude.
Hope you're doing great.
BTW, you WERE one of
the fishing clans last time
if i'm not wrong,
or probably the badminton clan.
hahaha.

I'm officially an uncle!!

2008-06-29T12:30:00.002+08:00

I'm an uncle now!
Haha
My god-brother who's also my cousin
has a daughter now.
She has those 'squeeze me' cheeks.
It's so tempting.
The thing is, he's younger than me.
Hahahha the rest of the story, figure it out.
I'll post that little pumpkin soon.
Anyways, I'm thinking of shaving the right side
of my head.
Hope it works.

-
I had a blast on friday.
There was 2 family outings.
Both with FOOD
not only food but GOOD FOOD.
Swensen's for lunch and Kampung Chai Chee
for dinner.
Treated granny and uncle for lunch.
-
Yesterday, was another crazy night with Ika and Lufang.
We had our usual nasi ayam penyet
and followed by crazy laughters.
Had pool after that somewhere near Golden Landmark.
Lufang being the Shifu taught us how to play effectively.
All I can say is we laughed our hearts and guts out.
>>
>>
P.O.G next outing Zoo?
Can?>
haha

still Aliive!

2008-06-25T02:50:00.002+08:00

Life has been getting better lately.
Not for me but for my family.
Dad finally starting to work again
and debts are getting cleared soon.
I'm glad things are turning better now.
As for me,
My life is officially stuck right now.
I could not find a guarantor for my MDIS Bank loan.
My mom got rejected.
As for my sis and uncle they are both in a bank loan
currently he's her guarantor.
So I'm left with noone.
Isn't it truly sad when you are just so close yet so far?
I was really looking forward to school.
I guess I just have to (as usual) save for it.
I'm not poor or anything,
I'm just on my own
but I'm glad that I am,
cause it made me stronger
and more determined than ever-
So my current plan now is to look for a weekday job
since I'm working at Global during weekends,
to save up for school while wait for NS(next year probably)
-
I've done retail, warehouse, operation line, waitering,
data entry, adminstration, logistics, events, promoting, flyers
and even pet-sitting.
Any suggestions what my latest venture should be?
I'm not desperate for a job just need something
to fill my weekdays (yea and a lil bit of cash haha).

Anyways, shoutout to POG, GlobalPeeps, Anwar, Leslie (wherever you are)
and ika, MISS you guys.
That's about it.
Now I'm gonna lie down and listen to some Jason Mraz,
Justin Nozuka and Colbie Calliat and just chill.

Great Moments in GLOBALSIN

2008-06-05T14:12:00.005+08:00

Well today's entry is dedicated to the people
in Global Airfreight.
I've never worked in a place full of warmth
and of course, gossip.
Healthy gossip.
Anyways, I was told that I looked stuck up
the first few times when I was still new
which is not surprising.
(hints to P.O.G)
I can honestly said as much as I was
irritated by Cecilia, I never stopped
laughing every single day workin there.
With fun bunch of people like Udi, Shikin,
Kak Ruhayah, Kak Hani, Raymond, Lufang, Faizal
and many more.
Along with a very good per hour salary basis,
it was kinda worth it.
I wonder why I could easily get along with older people
then people around my age, hmm.
(Mature katekan..)
On the last day working there as a Globalrian,
Shikin cooked for us sweet and sour fish.
Daym nice.
THANKs Ikin.
I think even without the good pay,
just the atmosphere over there with them
would be very worth it already.
I apologise if this entry seem very cut up and
unorganised cause I'm really not in the writing mood
nowadays.
Last but not least, Good Luck to Lufang in MDIS>!!!
It's gonna be tough on the first few days
but it'll be fine cause you're a survivor!

Pictures below!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
By the way, my very good friend has a shopblog
kinda thing, selling girl stuff.
I think its very worth it cause I've saw the stuff
and quality before my eyes so take a look okay?
I don't know bout the make-up stuff though..
I have no idea about it hahaha.
VERY AFFORDABLE>

www.phat-phree.blogspot.com

.........

2008-06-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

I need courage.
I do not possess any at the moment.
I really do not know how to break the news.
I wanna tell you long ago
but I did not want to hurt you
but somehow by not telling you,
It breaks me into pieces.

Have you watched Narnia?
Even though fairytales and happy endings
do exist, in the end
they have to face reality.
I have no choice but to face it too.
So please God, help me
find courage.

Sad News.

2008-05-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

Really shocking news.
Shania Twain and Mutt Lange
have split!
I've always worshiped them being a power couple.
Joining splitsville after 14 years,
is just so wasted.
Anyways, there's still Brad and Angelina
or Tim Mcgraw and Faith Hill.

-

My bank loan seems to be taking forever.
I really hope it would be approved quickly
so I could start school in June.
I hate waiting.
Seriously.
I've been working like a madman
this past few weeks.
I'm glad to say I've never been so happy.
I don't know why.
I'm just so happy. ;)

-
Having butter prawns later!
with PASTA!!
Bad combination
but i LIke.............

Work+Fun=Craziness.

2008-05-15T00:49:00.005+08:00

Work+Lufang+Ikin = Crazy Fun.
These 2 idiots really
bring the crazy at the most weirdest timings.

(Lufang with tudung)

Day out with POG>

2008-05-08T02:20:00.003+08:00

Well, I missed the Grad
but I definitely did not miss the FUN.
If it wasn't for my bank loan thingy,
I would have had more fun!
I joined my fellow POG-ians
at Bugis after their grad and my bank visit.
I must say,
I terribly -rindu- every single of one them.
Really.
We headed for murtabak at Zam Zam
and chilled.
The murtabak was definitely delicious.
We all headed to our first ever gathering area later
which is at esplanade rooftop and catch up old times.
It' really upsetting to have realised
that time passes in a blink of an eye.
We shared laughters once again
and also some troubled matters.

plus,
I was terribly sick too.
I went to the bank with my face swollen
my body aching, all because of one flu.
I felt and looked better just in time
to meet them.
What perfect timing.

-I heard this past rumour about me
while was hanging out with them.
It involves rings and Aizat.
It's really hilarious.
How could their imaginations
run SO wild.

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to a great friend of mine,
Never fear of being judged.
So what if people think that you are
that way.
You know you are definitely NOT.
Just keep this in mind.
They are missing a big opportunity
for a true friend
if they do not see beyond that with their
childish eyes, they're at a loss
NOT YOU.

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Other than that,
I'm so happy (:

Random, Really.

2008-05-01T17:28:00.002+08:00

Right now,

I'm just chilling.

Listening to this beautiful song

from Amy Winehouse.

It's called Love is a losing game.

As always, I'm going to blog about work.
After Celine left,
The place was kinda quiet.
Lufang and I did warm up to Shikin finally..
She's one crazy chick though
(In a good way)
Graduation day is coming.
I seriously have nothing to wear.
Thinking of ditching the P.O.G
and just relax at home.
HEHE>
I'll try to come but no promises.
We did something to shikin's and my office table.
Lulu and I bought fish!!
We got fighting fish and put them in little tanks on the table.
Pictures will be up soon.
Seriously, I got nothing to write today.
My days have been a repeated cycle of typing and printing.
yea one thing,

This friend of mine is getting on my nerves.
This person is really a great friend.
In fact, one of my best but sometimes
I can't take that attitude.
You are driving me nuts at times!
You embarrass me,
You say out things that are meant to be private,
Thank god I'm so patient.
I know everyone have flaws and I bet you know mine
but come on, those flaw of yours,
it's pretty darn obvious.
(anyways we'll meet up again soon)

2008-04-27T12:24:00.005+08:00

First and foremost a happy 19th birthday to me.
They say you can feel this weird feeling on your birthday
at the time you were born.
I was born at 8pm.
All I felt was a very bad stomachache.
That lead to the big business in the toilet.
Anyways, I got a couple of people to thank.
(In no particular order)

Lufang
Ameer
Anwar
Joan Marie Ann Paul
Zuhairi
Saiful
Celine
IS
Aizat
Nia
Ilah
Ain
Yani
Shar
Jehan
Udi
Raymond
Ivan
James
Syak
Shikin(Global)
Mom
Siblings
Lay Hwa
Peilin
Leonard
Bebah
Anom
Samantha
Elyana
Nisa
Siti Nurindu
and apologies for those not mentioned.

My birthday was well spent with my colleagues from Global
Celine got me a chocolate truffle cake from Royal
and we had the mini-celebration cum gathering at this
'restaurant' called Fig and Olive.
One word of advice.
Never eat there.
Waste of stomach space,
Waste of time
and money.
Anyways it was Ivan's generous treat.
So a big THANKS to him too.
Raymond,James,Lufang and Chris( I think)
was there too.
This gathering was supposedly Celine's farewell
dinner or some sort so I apologise to her
if my birthday kinda stole the attention! Hehe.
Photos will be up soon!

Thank you guys!
I'm glad I received more greetings rather than presents
cause if I did receive a present,
I must do the same for that particular person (:
Hahahahaha.
I am sincerely grateful for all the wishes and sweet messages.
Once again, thank you.

my FINAL choice : ??

2008-04-23T21:51:00.003+08:00

Oh another hectic day @ work.
I'm so darn tired.
I'm still on trial and tomorrow
is going to be the day I'll decide whether
I want to sign the contract to work till
end of May.
My current pay is only 7.30 per hour.
So me and Lufang is fighting with the Boss
to get it to 7.50.
Other than that, another issue would be the
workload.
You see, we are temporary replacements for
this 2 full-timers who can't work.
One has resigned.
The other got into an accident.
Due to our weekend job knowledge, we were
selected to take over their job for weekdays too.
The thing is, this is a very very difficult job.
It takes months to pick up and cope.
As for us, mostly me.
We have to learn it in a matter of days.
Furthermore, this job is the MAIN contributing factor
in Global Airfreight.
If I screw up, that's it-
So therefore we deserve a higher pay
and also if one of us takes off,
the other will suffer.
Now how could I let Lulu suffer?

-work aside-

Another problem.
I have heard of not so good reviews of MDIS.
That really worries me.
My mom is persuading me to join La Salle
for Graphic Design.
If I'm taking La Salle,
I have to start picking up the pieces.
Remember my Nanyang Academy For Arts(NAFA) situation
whereby I got a successful application there back in 2006?
And my parents totally REJECTED it even after they've agreed.
That really ended my paper and pencil days.
It totally wiped me dry of inspiration and my creativity.
I'm really unsure whether I can do it again.
I know the talent is there but how do I own it back?
The worst thing is, I have till end of Thursday to decide.
Mom said " It's easy, just take a pencil and start scribbling!".
I no longer have the confidence to even finish a drawing.
Drawing was my life back then but not now.
I have concentrated too much in getting into Business
studying and all.
I am sad to admit that I'm going to be just a regular
dude who just clocks in and out of work using a punch card
doing normal office jobs and earning a respectable amount.

So, MDIS or LaSalle?
Hais, I'm in a great dilemma.
Effy you really gotta think fast and settle this.

Another thing,
my other problem is Dad.
To add on to that,
I'm not the only one having problems with him.
He better be prepared.

NUMB

2008-04-20T02:37:00.003+08:00

It takes quite some time for me to recover
from a wound
and at times, it leaves a scar.
The scar will always be there and reminds
me of the pain I went through
but it this is too much.
I can honestly say I am not surprised
to how numb I've become now towards
the mistakes you TWO have done.

---on a side note
my fellow P.O.G and friends,
next week onwards I'll be busy working.
I'm able to take off either on Mondays or Wednesdays.
Other than that,
I finish work at 6pm daily.
So if you guys still wanna hang out,
you guys got my number.
-
-
-
Anyways, I will sign up for mdis this week.
Hopefully no other troubles will pop up.
I can seriously confirm that I'm in pure bad luck.

Brother.

2008-04-15T12:00:00.002+08:00

My brother came back just now to pick up some clothes.
He never comes home anymore.
He is currently staying at my aunt's
which I am totally against it.
His presence is no longer here,
in this house.
The house has quiet down tremendously.
It's been months since he came back.
Even my mom has given up hope
but the blame is on her though.
If she would be much more patient on him,
things would not have to end this way.

To mom:
He is never gonna be like everyone else
with his condition,
you have to accept the fact that
he is not like everyone else.
You have to learn that
you cannot treat him like everyone else
because he is truly different.
No matter how much you try to treat him normally,
it would only make him hate you.
So mom, now you see what you've done?

and to my bro,
what's with that MAT hair?
Seriously I do not like that on you.

Weekends.

2008-04-14T02:30:00.003+08:00

Had an uncommon weekend.
Saturday after work, Lufang and I
joined Kannika for dinner at Beach Road.
AS USUAL--->NASI AYAM PENYET
Lufang and I had 2 roundS!
It has been a long while since we ate it.
And I totally missed it.
The chicken looked aneroxic though that day.
There was more of bones than meat
and yea Ika brought us around beach road.
We went to Golden Mile Mall.
That place is totally Thai populated.
HAhaha.. I can totally blend.
Everyone seems to be staring at Lufang.
She seems so out of place there! hehe.
We hang out at the 'beach' after that.
It was more of a giant longkang.
We had normal chitchats and some amazing discoveries.
All I wanna say IKA good luck in TP!
Don't be so nervous okay.
I ended waiting for an hour for my bus.
Ended up reaching home 2 hours later.
--SUNDAY--
Celine came to work!
She does not need to work on Sundays
but came over to join us.
She even brought us breakfast and made us lunch.
We had muffins and cake for breakfast
and the scrumptious UDON!
Yes Celine, its scrumptious, not setrumtes.
She made udon and it was my first.
I must say it's very nice. :)
I love food : )
Anyways sadly, she's leaving Global on the end of April.
Just when we finally got to know her better.
April 26th will be the last day with her
and rumors that IVAN(my generous) boss
would be giving all of us a treat!!
I love fooood : )
Happy water festival to the Thais!
By the way, ADULT FARES ARE KILLING ME!

Rare glimpse of Lufang doin housework!

New Chapters

2008-04-10T00:19:00.003+08:00

It has been quite a busy week.
Was all over Singapore with Eric, LuFang and Ameer.
Doing the appeals and all.
---->Appeals aside,
Eric decided to work till NAVY instead.
So today, Yazid, Eric and I went for
JOB HUNTING>
That bai backed out last minute.
We started out with Bugis
but headed to LaSalle instead cause Yazid
need to clear his doubts bout NS and School.
He might probably join Lasalle if he could still defer.
I might too but it's pretty expensive don't you think?
Anyways, back to the JOBHUNTING>
Eric got a job a Baleno or probably Samuel&Kevin.
So ERic-ish, I know. Haha.
As for MR BOB, he might be working for a club.
Not sure which one but most probably MOS.
His reason to work there: Wanna experience night life.
Well, it's not all glamorous you know.
(Told you to work night shifts, still the same ma -.-)
and it was my first time being in Clark Quay!
I never saw pubs and clubs over there before.
IT was fascinating, the culture and the atmosphere.
I am claustrophobic though,
So I don't like crowds and such.
I was gasping for air and almost drown in heat.
Oh yea, we watched Shutters.
Stupid remake but it was nice watching with a cat
and a foreigner. Hehe.
All this hunting made me so tired.
I have the urge to look for a job too
but I still wanna study.
(only now than you wanna study Effy)
All this made me realise that everyone
is starting to build their own lives.
As for me, I'm still kinda lost.
Which path should I follow?
I'm not sure.

Better In Time

2008-04-08T23:17:00.006+08:00

-Better in Time-

Moved on.
Sadness and disappointment asides,
I'm alright now, will be better in time to come.
Enough about results.
Hahaha the only thing that could keep me calm is of course,
FISHES!!
I went on fish splurge once I got my pay.
I seriously need it.
Crazy, I know.
I bought a hyper-blue lobster
and please do not ask me whether it is edible.
YES it is and no I will not fry it nor dip in wasabe.
(I bought a lobster and an 4 albino paradise fish)
.
.
.
.
I'm so envious that you guys made it,
So proud of you guys.
You guys really deserve it!
Make lots of friends but don't forget your old ones.
: )

Time is running out.

2008-04-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

Truly depressing.
Can blame no one but myself.

A day like no other, just less boring.

2008-04-01T10:23:00.000+08:00

A day like no other, just less boring.

It's April already.
Results are coming out tomorrow if I'm not wrong.
I'm very nervous though.
I have no idea how Lufang handled it.
"Results coming out, so?"
quoted from what she said a few days ago.
She is really fearless.
Sometimes to the point whereby
that 'heck care' attitude comes out.
As for my case,
I know I did well but it would not be enough
as my 2nd semester was terrible.
If only I could turn back time.
You see, that was the semester that I was so
involved in work that I totally ignored the fact
that I had school, good health and my friends.
IT was quite a time whereby food and even electricity
was a scarce.
I wouldn't wanna live that moment again.
Waking up in the morning with candles and stuff.
Vintage I know but seriously it was not fun.
Some of my fishes even died because of it.
I remember 6 of my expensive and beautiful
fishes of mine died that night when the electricity got
cut off.
I was sitting next to the tank doing manual 'oxygen-ing'
It was really really bad time.
That was when my studies totally when down drastically.
IF it was not for that day,
I would have gotten myself a gpa of 3 effortlessly
but I know I can only blame myself.
I could have battled the odds
but succumbed to it instead.
Anyways,
HAPPY APRIL FOOL guys!
and that post IS NOT A JOKE!
serious.

Latest Outing with POG

2008-03-30T01:53:00.002+08:00

Alright,
I'm gonna start off with my days at East Coast
on the 26th and 27th of March.
It's gonna be a long post.

Firstly it was a blast.
Secondly everyone was at the verge of puking.
Thirdly, I got a sunburn.

Well the day started off pretty late for me
as I had to wait for Linds and Ilah.
So we kinda joined the group late around 3
but still it started off pretty well.
I have to say, Linds look f---king adorable
and clumsily walked around with a water tank
half her size (hints*)
All I can do is just laugh,
Seeing her bang around the tank and herself in the bus
like a drunk mad little girl.
Anyways, THANKS LINDS for helping me.
and Cik ilah came with the satays.
She looked as usual, like a ROCKER.
Haha we kinda looked like those illegal food operators
with all the things we were holding.

-Fast forward--------->
We were all there at East Coast!
P.O.G latest get-together.
It was blazing hot.
The heat of the sun was intense.
We were practically barbecued before the food.
Especially Fana.
She looked like a nice red salmon.
Then came the brothers.
Barney turned Lochness(Fiz)
The Black Cowboy(Aizat)
The swampGarfield(Yazid)
goldenBrown cheesecake(Eric)
sunproof Dracula(IS)
Beachfoot(Ameer)
these idiots made my day.

Birdie(Syak) joined us after her half-interview for Build-A-Bear.
She brought along Azmi which was a good thing.

-Fast Forward-------------------->
It was late afternoon close to night.
It was the right time for Cik PON(Ayu)
to arrive and she did, amazingly dressed as usual.
She shrieked and laugh sharply which she is supposed to :P
while playing UNO that lasted forever.
The day just began to get better when
the latest POWER COUPLE arrived.
ButtaPEK(Ain) and her latest Boifey joined us.
Well, ButtaPEK lost weight and her bf
somehow links to me through his sister.
What a small world.

-HIGHLIGHTS-

-Swims with sunproof Dracula(IS)
and Barney turned Lochness(FIZ)
We soaked in the waters for hours.

-Cycling with the crew
We almost covered the whole beach
and I was one of the last two guardians
of the group along with GoldenBrownCheesecake(Eric)

-Drinking game!!!!
Idiotic sunproofDracula(IS) introduced this to us.
You see, he probably invented this when he ran out
of blood supply to drink.
Anyways, menu for the drinking game was:

Ice lemon tea with marshmallows
Green tea with marshmallows
unappetizing warm fruit punch
plain over-chlorined water
coffee with marshmallow which killed Eric.

Victims who puked were:
Yazid
Azmi
Fana
Syak
IS
I think that should be it.
All I can say is that I survived!

The night ended beautifully with
the brothers of mine whom I spent
cycling again and we hang out
on a mat on the sand looking at the star-spilled skies.
too bad my bro, Black Cowboy(Aizat) was not there.
We could not see him anyways since it was already dark :P
Some slept while a couple of us still lurked around till morning.
Morning started with frightened cat(Yazid) and me
when RedSalmon(Fana) punched the tent from the inside
when we lied down near it.
Our expression was priceless.

The day ended with a sunburned MrAmazing(Effy)
terrorizing the bus with bomb-like bag, water tank and a big radio.
I had to carry so many things back!
Just look the at the sacrifice I make for the ones I love.
Haha.
Anyways, thanks to every single one of you P.O.G members
for making these two days a blast!

Photos will obviously be up soon,
waiting for sunproof Dracula(Is)
to rise out from his coffin.

Latest Outings.

2008-03-30T01:53:00.001+08:00

Yummmy night..

2008-03-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

Well another boring day conquered!
It's night now and you know,
that's the time when things heat up.
Yea it was intense.
I was sweating all over.
It tasted so good
and yea it came in two.
Double the yum-ness.
Double the firmness and tenderness.
I was slobbering all over it.
I was pratically in between it.
The middle part was totally the best.
I could just wriggle my tongue all over it
and when I really got into it,
I had to bite.
The pleasure and satisfaction was so overwhelming.
and yea -
I was not alone.
There was like 3 of us excluding her.
She didn't count.
We gave no respect for her.
Cause we know she'll be gone once we're done with her.
We all tore her up.
I know she did not like it but what the hell.
We were all over her.
Our hands, our mouth, our tongue.
We were fingering her all over too.
She couldn't say anything.
After an hour or so,
We were all slumped on the sofa.
Gasping for air.
Knowing that we had one of the best nights.
Sweat was still rolling down our noses.
The heat was intense.
Aroma of sweat and meat filled the air.
After we're done with her,
We washed ourselves.
Leaving her there.
I kinda pitied her.
She had no say.
She was brutally tortured and grabbed
without consent.
She used to be something.
Now she's nothing.
...
...
...
...
I just wanna thanks to my sis for bringing back
some fried chicken(obviously its a hen, so its a she)
The breast meat is totally the best!
Yea so don't let your minds run wild.
IT's ONLY A CHICKEN.

Boring Weekend.

2008-03-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

What a boring weekend.
It seems like this part-time job of mine
is really DRAGGY at times.
If this stupidbunny=Lufang
is not here, I would have died of boredom
or even worse, die from the strong waves of the workload.
Anyways,
My plans for the upcoming months?

I hope i get to Poly if not NS it is.

Other than that,
Pay Day is coming.
Can't wait to buy ------->
FISHES!
hahhhaha.

Another sad news?

2008-03-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

Disappointed.

Joan Marie Ann Paul
could not make it to the BBQ on the 26th!
Cause its her mom's birthday.
I was so excited in bringing her along.
hmph.

Other than that,
my life right now is filled with
work, work and work.
Anyways, another sad news was revealed to me.
METERSBONWE
my first ever
retail and current job outlet has closed down.
so depressing.
I'll definitely miss the happy times
BUT
thank god there is still Winter Time,
another brand under the same company
still doing very well(TENS YEARS)
So I might most probably be working there.
and so will my work buddies!
Just in case we would no longer work together,
I just wanna say a big THANKS to:

Leonard
Peiling
Kelly
Henry
Wina
Elna
Jiaying
ShanShan
Eddie
Eileen
Wanting
WangWei
June
Dinah
Christina
Chow Yun Fatt(Haha)

Thanks for providing me with fond memories
and the great working experience under retail.
Apologies for missing names and misspellings.
-
-
Haish, to many depressing events
happening around me.
Not exactly depressing but just something
that makes me feel down.

About my Brother

2008-03-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

This entry is about this fella living in my house.
My brother.
Mohammed Isham Bin Mohammed Sani
He wrote this on a piece of paper that he stashed
somewhere on the computer desk.
My computer is down so I'm using his.
Okay here it goes, you see my brother
is physically handicapped
and also partially deaf.
His command of English is not brilliant but
I could understand it.
I hope you could.
This is what he wrote:

"I think my life will be short..
I really so suffer of my idiot
physical cause always pain
it sucks my life".

You see, my brother has a hunchback that sometimes
disrupts his daily chores or even walking at times.
At times he gets really stressed and starts smoking
which I always persuade him not to.
Well my motive of writing this is to show that
MOST OF US ARE FORTUNATE ENOUGH
that we have a normal physique or looks,
so please do not downgrade others or get all
obsessed with looking good.
I think we are all fine the way we are.

Oh yea, he wrote one more thing,

"Government very negative
even never help us or think of deaf!"

What he means that the government
basically does not
take enough effort to help the deaf.

Well that,
I have no say cause
I am not sure about it myself
but the government bloodyhell
better do their job right.

Realize

2008-03-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

The last day of school made me realized,
that I am nothing without my friends.

As we went home from our final dinner in our uniforms,
I felt empty as soon as we part ways.
Sometimes I really feel that they were closer to me than my family.
I just wanna say I truly love my friends (mushy I know)
I will really miss you guys.

Thank you my brothers

Ameer
Is
Aizat
Hafiz
Eric
Yazid
LuFang

The Girls

Kannika
Ilah
Ayu
Linds
Syak
Fana
Ain
HuiShan

-And to the rest of SN for making my days great in ITE.
-Mai and Nia
-SC peeps
-JiaXing and gang
-Mrs Lim

a big THANK YOU to all
: )

Do keep in touch

2008-03-02T12:32:00.000+08:00

Well, its finally here.
Like everyone else,
here I'm gonna blog about
THE UNOFFICIAL LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
Ok how do I start,
Hmm.
One thing is for sure,
everyone's being dramatic and stuff.
I'm just going to say one thing,
It would definitely be so much better
if we would really have truly bonded
earlier.
Yea that's all I'm gonna say.
Haha.
Whatever it is, let's hope we'll pass the test of time.
Gonna miss you guys.

SEAFOOD!

2008-02-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

MR IVAN
One little fact about my boss.
He's very generous,
He's kind.
He's very very generous.
He's really very very generous.

He treated us to seafood!
The dinner was surprisingly nice.
We had teochew crab, prawns and such
and BOY, here I am scratching.
I'm quite allergic to seafood,
BUT I LOVE IT.
Hell, I love food.
All kinds. : )

Well anyways, Lufang and I felt so left out.
It's like an uncles' gathering.
All this OLD people talking about work, work and work.
I mean come on,
You guys are really finishing your last years talking about work!?
(Touchwood)
Thank god, there's the IRRRITATINGANNOYINGyetADORABLE
CELINE.
By the way Celine,
thanks for the mango volcanic whatever ice kachang.
It was not salty but it was okay, haha.

Sad DAy

2008-02-20T03:01:00.000+08:00

Today is such a depressing day.
You were the closest I had.
Rest in peace draco.

FreeRiders are not welcomed!

2008-02-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

After much consideration,
I feel that it's not right for you to be here.
You do not deserve to be here with us at all.
It's not fair and WE feel you are taking advantage of this.
They gave up on you but I gave you a second chance.
Disappointingly, you blew it.
We thought you could learn from the first incident.
I guess not.
So let me apologise if I'm not forgiving enough
but you have gone too far my friend.

Just be prepared ok?
This will be a big blow to your dreams to poly.
Good Luck?
NO WAIT,
you don't deserve it.

Nature, Food and Company!

2008-02-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

Friday was absolutely a blast.
Especially for Garfield,
He had a one on one session with Jojo.
Botanic Gardens was not a bore after all.
I did NOT get to see any swans.
Whats the point of calling it swan lake
when there isn't ANY SWAN?!
Too bad for Syak though,
She wanted to ride on one BADLY.
Anyways, as usual, P.O.G made my day.
We had tons of laughters!

We went to chill and watch a lil Chingay soon later.
While they were discussing about the P.O.G outing,
Rain and I started to talk about some regular stuff.
Our topic was,
GIRLS
WITHOUT A DOUBT,
I lost faith in the malay girls
(No offence)

--> A chinese girlfriend?
Hmm.. A Possibility.

--------------------------------

Location : Beach Road

Work was damn boring as usual just now.
And Celine was as chirpy as usual.
Sometimes to the point of irritation.
But still, she's too adorable.
Hahaha.
Anyways, Cranberry Chong and I
have the sudden urge for...
NASI AYAM PENYET
So we headed to Beach Road and invited IKA.
We lepak-ed after that,
and watch some kids throw some hoops
and slippers!?
ONE funny thing happened,
the kid threw the slipper high and it
SMACKED this Apek's butt.
He's expression was PRICELESS
and so was the day.

Can't wait for Count Drac and
Pana to upload the pics!

Hang out sessions.

2008-02-14T07:01:00.000+08:00

I'm quite surprised I must say.
The world is indeed a small place.
Ask Ameer.

Yesterday was one of the best hang out sessions I've had.
Finally after long months,
I got to hang out with my brothers.

Anwar = Bald Black Bastard
Rudy = Bald Chinese Shipworker
Nazim = Newfound Mat Rep.

We hang out at the beach first to talk and chill.
And surprisingly,
or should I say as usual.
I became the laughing stock.
They brought cards.
So we started playing.
They wanted to play Taiti(I think thats how it's spelt)
and of course being goody2shoes, I didn't know how to.
Guess what they said?

I'm such a loser and that I'm the first ITE dude that they came across
that doesn't know how to play taiti.

We went to the blocks ahead after that for balls of fury
As usual, I lied that I did not know how to play
and trashed them but still, ping pong at school is still the
BEST.

Assholes.
Haha
Thanks for the fun guys.
We got tons to of things to catch up.
: )

FIRST entry ( :

2008-02-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

Finally, my words and thoughts
are where it should be.
Bottling it up inside is such an agony.
THANK GOD for technology.
Now that I have my personal computer back,
My blogging days will never end.