Oh another hectic day @ work.
I'm so darn tired.
I'm still on trial and tomorrow
is going to be the day I'll decide whether
I want to sign the contract to work till
end of May.
My current pay is only 7.30 per hour.
So me and Lufang is fighting with the Boss
to get it to 7.50.
Other than that, another issue would be the
workload.
You see, we are temporary replacements for
this 2 full-timers who can't work.
One has resigned.
The other got into an accident.
Due to our weekend job knowledge, we were
selected to take over their job for weekdays too.
The thing is, this is a very very difficult job.
It takes months to pick up and cope.
As for us, mostly me.
We have to learn it in a matter of days.
Furthermore, this job is the MAIN contributing factor
in Global Airfreight.
If I screw up, that's it-
So therefore we deserve a higher pay
and also if one of us takes off,
the other will suffer.
Now how could I let Lulu suffer?
-work aside-
Another problem.
I have heard of not so good reviews of MDIS.
That really worries me.
My mom is persuading me to join La Salle
for Graphic Design.
If I'm taking La Salle,
I have to start picking up the pieces.
Remember my Nanyang Academy For Arts(NAFA) situation
whereby I got a successful application there back in 2006?
And my parents totally REJECTED it even after they've agreed.
That really ended my paper and pencil days.
It totally wiped me dry of inspiration and my creativity.
I'm really unsure whether I can do it again.
I know the talent is there but how do I own it back?
The worst thing is, I have till end of Thursday to decide.
Mom said " It's easy, just take a pencil and start scribbling!".
I no longer have the confidence to even finish a drawing.
Drawing was my life back then but not now.
I have concentrated too much in getting into Business
studying and all.
I am sad to admit that I'm going to be just a regular
dude who just clocks in and out of work using a punch card
doing normal office jobs and earning a respectable amount.
So, MDIS or LaSalle?
Hais, I'm in a great dilemma.
Effy you really gotta think fast and settle this.
Another thing,
my other problem is Dad.
To add on to that,
I'm not the only one having problems with him.
He better be prepared.
Thoughts unleashed, @ 9:51 PM
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